I have a beautiful son of almost 9 months at the time I am raising this fundraiser. I cannot live without him, and I am on the verge of losing him, and my partner, because of the biggest mistake of my life. I will not lie, I am begging you, the reader, to not judge me for my mistakes. I have fallen into the gambling trap and am on the verge of ruining my whole life because of this. I don't even know when it started, but it got me so quick, that I didn't realised I had in-debt myself so much money. By the time I realised, not too long ago, my partner had found out of some missing money and is disappointed in me. I had lied to him and he doesn't know the truth yet, but he will find it, I will be telling him what I did. I can only think of how stupid it was of me to think I could earn some easy money to save up for a house for us. I was so wrong and blinded by that, that I missed the most important treasure I have before me: my familly! I love them both and wish to stay next to them. I cannot afford to pay for the debts now, as they reached about 15k euros. I am reaching out to anyone that is kindhearted to help me, even with 1 euro. I do not have an excuse for what I did, or anything to justift my actions, but I do regret it and I need help, from anyone. Please help me stay next to my familly!