I am someone who never had much, rather I lived poor. I have always been frugal and prudent. I had no debts, but whenever I could, I always helped someone in need. However, one day I wanted to change something not for myself. I have been interested in the stock market for a long time, but I did not have the capital to achieve anything more. That's why I took out a loan to use it... It was good. I could have paid off the loan and had the other amount for myself. But I told myself why, no one is chasing you, you can just keep going. Then little by little problems started until I lost everything. I was up to date with the markets of Asia, Europe and the USA 24/7. At night I got up to observe what was happening and had everything under control. Of course, sometimes I succeeded, sometimes I didn't succeed, but I never made a terrible mistake. During the night, I had the alarm clock on my phone turned on a few times and the phone was on the charger so that it wouldn't fail. And one day, when important data was supposed to be released at night, the alarm clock did not ring. I do not know why. I didn't wake up because I was tired. And stock prices were moving in the opposite direction until the morning. Then I lost everything. I didn't have a stop loss set because I preferred to have it under my own control to mitigate sudden fluctuations. Someone may accuse me of this, but I tried it, if I even got up in the middle of the night I would get everything back. In the morning I thought it was a dream. I couldn't believe my eyes. I still can't come to terms with it. I am in debt for 10 years. Now, in times of inflation, it is even more difficult. Even though I knew there would be inflation and a crisis, it wasn't scary for me until it reset to zero. It's a very big prospect of 10 years, especially since I have nothing. In that time I will be a wreck if I survive. It has been going on for 1.5 years now. I don't know how much longer I can last. Unfortunately, there were no health and mental health issues. I am no longer able to invest rationally and I have no money left, so I have to end it. I don't have the strength for it, it's too stressful for me. Although I used to be completely different. Calm, I wasn't afraid of anything. Even the crisis. Now, every piece of information I hear on the radio or TV reveals a medical condition in me. Even though I have a job, I still have 1/4 of my salary left. Thank you for the advice on changing my job, but I have already considered various options, but everyone's situation is different and I know that it won't help me much and now I need stability. This is not the time to make risky decisions after such turbulence, especially since I have to repay the loan on time. Of course, I'm trying to do various other things, it's not like I'm lying and crying now (although initially I was - this nightmare), but it won't help me change the situation. I need specific support. If you help me I will be very grateful. I would love to meet you face to face someday and thank you for saving my life. Now, when it's the last moment to arrange my life and start a family, I can't even think about it, unfortunately. Nobody wants to go bankrupt. He doesn't want anything big from life anymore. I just want to pay off this debt and start a new life without too ambitious plans. What remains is simple hard work. But I won't be able to get out of this on my own. That's why I'm asking you for support. Maybe I still have someone to live for. I would like to be able to help someone like I used to, become a better person and not live only for myself.