Hi! 

I'm Lucjan. Since 2018 i identify as nonbinary person. I enjoy doing art, crocheting and gaming. Architecture is my passion and I currently work as interior designer's assistant. 

I've been struggling with dysphoria for many years now. I've always felt a little bit off, looked in the mirror and thought "I'm ugly girl, if i was a boy i would be handsome".

Because of the dysphoria I can't walk around in thight clothes, can't go to swim, can't look in the mirror. Even in baggy hoodie I feel awful. It got so bad, that I feel nauseous. I can't live like this. I started reading and actually thinking about getting the top surgery- mastectomy. After 2 years of critical thinking, intensive reading and talking i was sure i need this to survive.

I've decided to see the sexologist after moving out and now i have all required documents and specialists' opinions. 

I knew the prices for mastectomy were HUGE, but after inflation it reaches aroud 2x the price from a year ago. 

I work really hard every day to save some money, but i know it would take 2 years to achieve the goal and I don't know how I'll survive this. 

The price is now around 21000zł to 25700zł 

(4 831,47€ - 5 911,69 €). I've decided on Solumed clinic, because of the effects of their reconstruction. 

If you can and want to help me, even a bit- it means a lot to me. We don't have to reach the whole goal.

Love, L