Hello beautiful people, I really hope that there are some of you out there who are smarter than me and more fortunate. While I am sure there are people who are more in need than I am, I feel I must try because I am at the point of not knowing where else to turn to. I grew up in a cult, (scientology...) and they forced me to give them all my money and more... I finally left and able to reflect on this and now I face the situation that I have nothing in life, nor in my purse. I work hard, but all that I earn goes to pay the loans this culty church made me took out. I payed 10 years, and still 10 to go... I never go on holidays, I don't really have friends and I have no idea what to do with my life. Tried therapy but it is very expensive. Wish I could talk to someone other than me. But the point is, that I can barely cover my bills and I hate to live on eggs and bread. And I also wish I could afford to not work for a day or two sometimes, for cleaning - that is which I do - is really exhausting. I have also no idea how to work anything else. All I know is that I love cats, and books. But to think I can't really afford either of them until 10 more years passed, devastates my mindset. I have thyroid issues and many bad teeth. I am stuck and do not know how to un-stuck. I need help. Any help. But if this financial burden could be lifted off of me, I might be able to actually live and start fixing myself. Kind folks, please never join any cult, and do not give them your money, spiritual freedom has no pricetag.