Hi,

I am 25, currently pregnant with our first baby and our life is going the wrong way round.

I was late diagnosed with ADD and the fact that I thought I was normal till 23 made really big mess in my head. I suffered from depression and I had diagnosed borderline personality disorder. I failed from university and started working as train mechanic (but there was terrible sexist-like mentality, which made me suffer even more).

I met my husband and he supported me in my dream to become a programmer and as fair as allways I didn't want to work moonlight, but to do everything legit. And as you probably know, If you are self employed, there is a sum of money monthly minimum, you must sent away. And that is where my problem grew huge.

As some of you might know, brain with ADD can be tricky to work with, so I started using my medication and everything was quite fine, but I realised I'm not even able to make 100 hrs per month! So I started thinking about getting disabeled card, so I could pay less to government and have a bit of money for myself... but it was time of our marriage and there was a new problem. We wanted to have kids. Healthy kids. And my ADD medication has terrible side effects on baby during pregnancy, so we decided (and consulted with my doctor), that I am going unmedicated. Two things arrise: you can't have "disabeled card" when you say "I don't want my meds." and also your working ability goes awry.

I still trusted the system, but when you get paid 6 000 Czk and should 5 000 send away, you quickly realise, there is a problem... and it finally caught me. Now with my baby due soon, debt on my card, problems with our mortage and not even having money for food I got diagnosed with pregnancy diabetes and they require I eat special food, otherwise my baby can have long term problems...

I am out of possibilities. Yes, I am loved, I am physically healthy, but stressed as hell not knowing what to do... so... please would you help me get this part of my debt paid, so I can buy some veggies, eat a bit healthy and be less stressed... I don't know what else could I do...