I'm ashamed to be here. That I have to beg for life in public like this. But I have no choice. I'm out of strength, out of options. All that's left are you - strangers, acquaintances, who might hear this faint cry for help.

Several serious illnesses live in my body at once.

I am an autoimmune disease - my own body is destroying me from within.

My liver is no longer functioning as it should.

I have tumours and cysts pressing on the nerves in my brain, and every day I fear what will happen when it's just... too late.

I also have Meniere's disease. The world is spinning around me, my ears are ringing, the silence hurts because I can't hear like other people can.

I get dizzy, I fall, I often just lie there looking at the ceiling. And I wait... for something good to happen. Some miracle.

I can't work. I can barely live. I am alone with my pain - but the worst thing is that the system doesn't help. I have nowhere to go, nothing to touch.

And now here I am, begging. Yes, I'm begging.

Even if you only have one euro - that's a lot. Because that's enough for bread, medicine, electricity. Life.

It may not seem like much to you. But it is to me.

Now anything, anything you give can mean life.

Don't leave me here. Please. Please.

Share it, help me, don't just read it - because it might be my only chance.

I wrote these down in tears, but with hope.

Thank you for being with me.

Nikol...I have other fundraisers..2 medical reports confirmed