Ladies and Gentlemen

I feel ashamed to ask for help, but I am in a state of deep desperation. I am 30 years old, I am on the autism spectrum and I have been struggling with depression for most of my life. I dealt with it quite well, but recently life has hit me with a vengeance.

My contract at work ends in 2 weeks. I am from a small town in eastern Poland, my chances of finding a job are minimal. I planned to go to a place where I would have better chances. However, it turned out recently that someone took a loan for my girlfriend without her knowledge. We found out about it only when the bailiff seized the account. We lost all our life savings. After talking to the lawyer, we know that perhaps the bailiff's execution can be stopped, but the chances of recovering the money are very small and it will take years. There is still almost PLN 40,000 left to repay.

I'm not asking for money to pay it off. However, the only option I see is to move out, probably straight to the streets, I can't afford to rent. Two people won't be able to survive on PLN 3,000 a month, it will be easier for her alone. I am only asking for help in raising funds for a trip to work in a larger city or abroad. I have no family or friends to turn to. I won't get a loan without a job. I want to earn money on my own, I just ask for a chance to do so. PLN 5/1€/1$ from several hundred people can change my life. Thank you in advance