Hello everyone. I am a pensioner who, after 14 years of relationship with a woman, was thrown out of the house like trash. I have done no harm to anyone in my life and even less to my family. In October this year my partner announced that she didn't love me and wanted to make a life with someone else and I was to move out. I did it. Not fighting for her because it was doomed to fail. I was left alone. Without a home , I left with bags of clothes. I left is house , car everything I worked for . Now I don't even have enough money for basic needs, I even lack bread. The pension I receive is 1950 PLN. Of which 1,200 goes to rent a flat, rather a basement. My heart has already broken several times from grief, pain from how one can treat someone who took care of the family, the house for several years. I never gave a reason for infidelity, I never abused alcohol. I was, I tried to be a good father , partner. A father because we have a child together, a daughter who turned 13 on 30 November. The child cried as her mother threw me out of the house. It hurt me so much, I was so powerless. During those years for my family I earned money from the banks to renovate the house we lived in. The house stayed for my partner and the debts stayed for me. Through it all I tried to take my own life, thanks to my employer I avoided death. I now know that this was a very stupid solution. Unfortunately, after some time it turned out that I also lost my job, because unfortunately I am on redundancy. Now I can't put it all together and, in addition, the flat I rented turned out to be too expensive for the landlord. Again, stupid thoughts come to mind. I know that this money won't rebuild my family, I won't buy a flat but it would allow me to reduce my debts . Maybe it would even get me back on my feet. I can't do this on my own. I am a valuable person so much so that I can't manage without help. I am asking everyone who would like to and has a heart to help me. I'm afraid that if nobody gives me a helping hand I'll end up badly. And I would like to live and be needed by someone else.