It's sad that I need to ask you for help, I'm not proud, my ego is shattered, but I've been through a lot lately and it seems like I got no other option. I'm currently going through a trial, so I gotta be present to court once a month, which makes it difficult for me to find a job, which was already hard to do cause I live in Romania, and our economical system is completely collapsed. Anyway, I'm trying to complete the driving school at the same time and get my driving licence already, cause I'm 24 and the fact that I didn't got it cost me a lot, I've missed so many life opportunities because of that, and I really want it.. I can't even support my girlfriend because I'm running out of resources and it seems like everything is falling apart and I can't hold it together no matter how hard I'm trying. I know suicide is not an option as I've been there in the past and Jesus saved my life, so now I know what's in the afterlife. Please don't curse me, I'm not trying to offend anyone, I just need help and if you can give a hand that would be welcomed. God bless you if you help me (or if you don't help me, cause god loves us unconditionally)