Good Afternoon

I am going to share something of my life here , I bought my house in 2019 and needed quite a lot of reform , I had something saved after having given the entry , hire the mortgage , etc when my small savings ran out , I pulled the credit card of my bank , then another , then a credit and another and another , so up to 3 credits and 7 cards , I do not recommend it to anyone , I am having a terrible time animicamente , it is sad to say with 37 years that I have that I am only happy few minutes a day and the 8 hours of my work . Every month I have to pay for everything and hide it from my family, the interest and the cards have gone out of my hands up to this amount . I am just looking for peace of mind and emotional peace and to enjoy my family and a normal life with my mortgage, my shopping, my water and electricity. I don't want to have any more debts or anything to do with them.