This is the hardest part. I honestly wish I could afford to pay for a writer who could much more easily take this difficult task off my shoulder and help me communicate this part of the campaign (description). I also wish I could afford to rebuild myself and be much stronger after some huge defeats that I have been through to date. I have a lot on my mind that I feel I need to come out with and a lot on my mind that I want to work through professionally. It also requires a lot of money. I would like to be able to afford to write a book about how I have experienced the world with my background as a 2nd generation immigrant from the Middle East with Palestinian and Lebanese roots, a Muslim Danish Arab born in Lebanon and raised in Denmark in a hard-hit criminal ghetto environment and radical Sunni Salafi Islamist environment. Phew. I'm already getting chills over my ultra short and spontaneous self-description and I dare not imagine what a book about me and my experiences will contain, but I'm definitely determined to make it happen. Even though many people are probably thinking right now that it sounds boring or totally unnecessary, I actually believe so much that it can be of benefit to someone or myself that I would love to be able to make a "Hollywood" film or series based on the book and I would like to have the honour of participating in the film as an actor, and quite honestly I think it would be the coolest and most creative and challenging project to throw myself into. I get so excited just thinking about how cool it could be, but that's just my own thoughts, because maybe the others are right that it's just another boring story or film and then of course it would be a waste of resources and effort. But you know what I think, you have no idea. Phew don't get me started yet, but unfortunately I can't stop talking about what I believe in even though I've obviously scared everyone and anyone I've met along the way with my faith. I believe so much in so many things that I hardly have any friends or family or anyone who truly believes in me anymore. It sounds crazy in my own head but I wonder if I can afford to get that book and film made one day so I can better understand myself and all the crazy ideas and beliefs I carry and become wiser about why I really think the way I do and believe what I believe and act like the person I am. But it all requires getting the right help and support and backing so I can get the last things out into the world. I have therefore come up with this idea of asking for help on my birthday as a kind of birthday present rather than any other possible way to get financial support or funding for my ideas. I should hasten to say that I am well aware that it is too high an amount, almost wishful thinking rather than realistically possible, but I want to challenge myself and the world around me to start making bigger things happen. Because I definitely believe that it can be done and in fact that it is very possible and even more that I still dare not tell you about now so that it does not become a too long ultra short self description. I sincerely hope that my strange idea here of giving my friends and network the opportunity to give me a gift. I want to say that no matter how big or small a gift you want to give me in the form of financial support, I will give you many times back remember that and please remember me. Thank you very much.