Hi,

My friends called me Paula, but my real name is Paulina. I was born in Poland in 1982. I am a winter girl, who loves snow, ice and nordic countries. My favourite place on Earth is Finland. This the only place where I feel safe, calm, relaxed and happy. When I am there I am the happiest girl alive.

I was very optimistic with HUGE heart. I am good listener. I was born to help others.

I was trying to make my dreams come true. For the first time I was visiting Finland on December 2000. Few weeks before I've agreed to help one Finnish rock band in promotion in Poland. So I was visiting Helsinki every 6 months, travelling with the band to other European countries. I was in heaven, my heaven. I had my dreamed job. I was leaving in a dream for 7 years.

Than the band had started their promotion in USA so I didn't have much to do in Poland and even in Europe. The good times has ended. I went to regular job. I was so unhappy, sad, disappointed.

Few years later I've changed the job in medical sector where I could help disable people. It was a really good job.

Unfortunately I am still living in Poland.

3 years ago my world crashed. I was diagnosed with a soft tissue cancer. One of the tumors was on the neck near my throat. I was so close to death. The tumor could have killed me in my sleep. I couldn't breath. The cancer turned out to be malignant, and I bravely fight for myself. Such treatment is very expensive. Unfortunately, in the disease I am not allowed to work. So I do not have the money to live. It happens that I do not have money for bread. I spend 550 EUR a month on medicines only + another 500 EUR for doctors, tests etc.. I have no benefits. I don't have eny savings. Therefore, I ask you very much for help. You are my only hope. There is still a long treatment ahead and I do not have the money to finance it.

I will be more than thankful for a single penny.

I also have a dream! I am :) Before that death I would like to fly to Helsinki again. Say hi to my old friends. Feel safe & calm. I want to feel my heaven again. Laugh through tears. I want to feel this warm inside me and hear my crying heart. Try to imagine how important it is to me. I have tears in my eyes now, it is always like that when I am thinking about Finland.

As God's will I would like to spend 3-4 weeks in Finland. I cannot tell you the costs but I would need to buy the plane tickets from Poland to Finland and from Finland to Poland. I need to buy the life insurance. I need to book some place to sleep, it can be a motel and I also need the money for something to eat, I don't eat much so I won't spend a lot of money for food.

I feel that I need to travel there for the one last time to find myself again and feel calm, to stressed out. I need it as the people need the air to breathe. I need to spend some time in Helsinki to have the strengh to fight for life. I want to live as long as possible.

If you want to join me in this last journey to Finland I can take you all. I promise I will do photos and publish them in my FB profile and Instagram. I will take photos of every place, food, events, water, buildings. So you can follow me on FB or Instagram.

I still have a small light inside me which giving me a hope to make my dream come true again. I am missing all this feelings... I want to be happy again, even for a minute, hour, day...

Forgive me if I've done something wrong here. I have never tried 4fund before. This is my very first time.