Hello, my name is Annalisa. I'm 29 years old. I have never had a real family, my parents separated when I was little and since then the war has started... courts, carabinieri, vendettas, both narcissists. A life sacrificed and out of all human moral logic.

A few months ago, at the dawn of my 90th birthday, my father unexpectedly passed away. I was left alone in the world, since then everyone has disappeared, despite the family struggles that lasted 30 years for me, no one has stood by me.

My father left me with 20€ in an already overdrawn bank account.

I am paying for the wrong choices of others, which fell

on me.

I will soon be evicted, I have debts and tax bills of about 20,000.00€, I work without rest but this is not enough to save me, I haven't bought groceries since November and I am also pregnant.

I pray to God to get me out of this situation or never let me wake up again.

I am in total despair, I have thought of suicide many times, I always have anxiety and panic attacks. Everything is against me.

I am sorry, despite everything, I have always loved life.

I have come to ask for help here because I have hit rock bottom.

Excuse me.