Help Me Overcome Shame !
Help Me Overcome Shame !
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Original Polish text translated into English
Original Polish text translated into English
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Hello to all visitors to my collection.
My name is Przemyslaw I am 30 years old.
I am a person of transition and ailing.
I suffer from malignant cancer "York" and paranoid schizophrenia. I am a person addicted to alcohol and psychoactive substances. But in total abstinence for over 6 years.
My diagnoses are:
F20.0 -paranoid schizophrenia
F19 -mental and behavioural disorders caused by the use of multiple drugs and other psychoactive substances
C62.9 - malignant neoplasm
I am an energetic thirty-year-old man with a lack of self-confidence caused by a defect that I have struggled with since childhood and continues to accompany me to this day. The problem I face is that of severely protruding ears. Although when I was a child this problem did not affect my relationships with my peers or my mental well-being. Now my appearance affects my relationships with other people as an adult and is the reason why at the age of 30 I do not have a girlfriend and am not in a steady relationship because of my defect. Simply because of my protruding ears I am not attractive to women. When people see me and my defect, they burst out laughing, making me feel ashamed and confused.
I decided to change this by setting up a fundraiser to help me get rid of my defect and, consequently, find a partner and start a family, which I have been dreaming about for the last 10 years and at the moment it is not possible for me.
I've written about my illnesses I'm dealing with so I'll mention here that the malignant cancer "York" I contracted was diagnosed in 2017. I underwent comprehensive chemotherapy which was successful and at the moment although I have three tumours in my body with a diameter of 6cm, 3cm, 1.5cm I remain under the control and supervision of the oncology clinic. Due to the fact that it is a malignant tumour there is a fear of metastasis to other organs.
My mental and behavioural disorders occurred as a result of taking various psychoactive substances when I was young. I have been under the care of addiction therapists for more than six years and have managed to overcome my addiction while remaining sober to this day.
The paranoid schizophrenia I developed in 2018 is also a result of abusing various substances. The schizophrenia manifested in me with an acute psychosis that accompanied me for a long period of my life as well as visual and auditory hallucinations and persecutory phobias. After a long fight for myself and drug treatment, I managed to overcome the illness which is now in remission. I have to take intramuscular injections and medication until the end of my life.
Because of my illness, Schizophrenia, I have a "moderate" disability certificate.
On this account I receive a permanent benefit from the Social Assistance Centre in the amount of 1148.65 PLN per month, which is my only source of income.
If it were not for the fact that I cannot afford the surgery to eliminate the defect I have, I would not ask for help.
The cost of ear correction surgery is €2,500 and this is a cosmic sum for me and unachievable.
I am determined to overcome the obstacles that hinder me in my life. I think that after overcoming what has happened to me in my life and what I have been through, I am a person who deserves a bit of luck from fate to find a partner, start a family and live peacefully.
Please do not remain indifferent to my appeal.

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