Hello! My name is Lilita. I am 21 years old.

I really, really dream of becoming a musician.

I have a lot of creative ideas that I want to bring to Latvia through songs.

I do everything by myself. I have no friends who really support and understand my creativity I am different. I have ADHD, epilepsy and they scare many people.

But I really, really want to be a musician. More than anything. It's the only thing that allows me not to get lost in this life.

I've been digging music on my phone for 3 years now, in ordinary torn headphones, because I choose to do nothing.

I have no musical education, I have no money to get it. I work for zeros so I can eat and pay the rent.

But I believe and I dream that the day will come when I can. When I will make it.

I'm facing a big heit that hurts me, but I keep singing. Because it is part of my life.

I even lived on the streets for a while because I lost everything and even then, sitting on the roof, on the street, at night, I sang because I knew how I believed in my purpose.

Why am I writing to you?

Because I still have some hope.

I have a job, but I can't afford to buy myself good hardware. Microphone, computer, monitor, mouse, sound card, router, memory card, headphones, electric guitar. That's all I need.

Thank you in advance.

And I know this is crippling,

But I believe that my hard work will pay off.

And I'd rather write and know that I did my best than not write at all.

My youtube channel is "STIRNA - MUSIC".

Thank you, dear.