My name is Laszlo Lesko, and two ad a half years ago I moved to the French Alps with my fiancée to start a new life and raise a family. Two months ago, my contract with the company where I had been working since my arrival came to an end. Before I could start working again, my world fell apart. Not only did she cheat on me and leave me, but she also left me completely destitute. She caused enormous damage, and not only did I lose all my savings, but I also ended up thousands of euros in debt. Since then, I have been working continuously, while the emotional pain has made it difficult for me to sleep or eat. But I can't afford to rest. I can only pay off my debts very slowly, and if I'm unlucky or my body gives up, I'll lose my footing completely. I have to live a terribly disciplined life and can't spend almost anything on myself for the time being. After a lifetime of hard work, this miserable situation is accompanied by a sense of shame. 

At the beginning, I almost gave up in the worst way because I wanted to stop the pain at all costs, something I had never felt before. Fortunately, at the last moment, I didn't have the courage to do it. But I was frighteningly close. I can't allow myself to do that again, and I'm working hard not to give up on myself despite the situation and to chase away the crazy thoughts when the pain overwhelms me.

The car we bought together a few months ago was registered in her name, so that's gone too. This makes everything even more difficult. Public transportation in the mountains is rare and not always reliable, and I often have to go to work to places and at times where it is impossible to get there by public transportation. Every day, I have to start hitchhiking hours before work so that I don't risk being late. I am terribly tired. After we moved here, I focused on my hard work and only on her, so I didn't make many friends here, which I regret very much. Isolated in a small village, without money and car, it's not easy to change this.

I would like to get a used car that is in good enough condition so that I don't have to spend a lot on it in the near future.

That would be a huge help and would make my life a little easier, at least in this area.

I have to try everything to get through this period somehow, so please, if you feel you can help in any way, please do so. Thank you very much.

Laszlo

ps: Here is the story what happend: https://deuxpetitchamoniard.blogspot.com/2025/08/below-annyian-kerdeztek-de-annyira.html