This year I've been blessed with invitations into projects where I could share my knowledge and creativity. But financially, things have been very tight. Most of you know me from Facebook, YouTube, TikTok, Instagram, Substack – I spend a lot of time creating, sharing, and giving away content for free. Many of you have benefitted from my Human Design lectures, videos, writings, or simply the inspiration I share. I replay to every comment and answer all the questions. I love giving, and often I support projects for little or no payment - because I believe in them.

But now, for my birthday, that'son the 21st of September, I’d love to ask for your support. Please. 

Even the smallest contribution makes a difference. If everyone who follows me would give just 1,-EUR, it would already create a big shift. And depending on how much comes together, I can take different steps to upgrade my tools, my health, and my creative energy. 

I actually would love to buy a new MacBook but there's also so many other things that are important, that's why I decided to just put all things I wish here on this list. 

Needed: ~ €3200 → A 16" MacBook Pro (M4 Pro) to handle editing, recording, and creating at a professional level. My old one slowly gives up and it's all I have to actually make money with...

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ALL ABOUT MY HEALTH:

Last year, right after August, I could hardly move for six months because of my back - I had some weird infection and my PSOAS muscle was completely fu**ed. Even simple things like bending down to tie my shoes or walking to get groceries were a real struggle. I’m still not fully recovered, and proper treatment is expensive. A private doctor’s appointment costs around €100, and alternative medicine that actually helps me is about €150 per month. What I really need (as far as I am clear) is an X-ray or MRI to finally know what’s going on – and from there, I can continue with massage or chiropractic sessions that actually make sense. Without this, I’m just guessing and hoping.

Your support here directly helps me to get the medical clarity and treatments I need so I can heal, be pain-free, and keep creating for you.

€27 → A Kettleball for training and get rid of my backpain

€89 → A Pro Shakti Mat for my backpain

€100 → A private doctor’s visit (helped me already last year but couldn't afford again)

€120 → One month of alternative medicine (supporting my back recovery)

€300 → A package of Thai massage sessions for my back recovery

€330 → X-ray or MRI scan to understand exactly what’s wrong with my spine

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OTHER THINGS I JUST WISH TO BE ABLE TO RECEIVE:

Until now, I often had a problem deciding what to ask for (for my birthday) because I often wanted something quite expensive, so I preferred to leave it and say, ‘Oh, it's fine, I don't need anything.’ It's so funny, you know, when I go to a store and I would need to pick something without seeing a price tag or whatever most of the time I'd pick something that is expensive - like wtf 😃 That surely does mean I am made to be rich (I often jokingly said). Anyway... Here's a list of things I wish I could buy or receive for my birthday:

€250 → RØDE Wireless GO II (dual mic) for better podcasting and videos on my channels

OR  DJI Mic 2 / mini as lots of reviews say it is a better user experience.

€679 → A Steam Deck OLED (1 TB), for some balance and joy outside of work (help me to relax haha)

EITHER: ca. €325 → A 70–350mm lens for my Alpha 6000 to make some nice shots

OR A: ca. €325 → Slushy machine, for some icy treat in the heat of Portugal

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Of course, if you prefer not to support, you can always support me by purchasing something here or directly from my learnhumandesign.gumroad.com – that way you get something valuable in return.

This fundraiser is about creating breathing room, investing in my health, and giving me the tools to keep showing up for you with energy and clarity. If you’ve ever enjoyed my work, my videos, my writings, or simply felt supported by what I share – this is a way to give back.

Thank you from the bottom of my heart for any support, whether it’s a donation, a product purchase, or simply sharing this campaign.