Bad Fruzsina is my legal name, although I don't like to use it anymore. My friends know me as Tobias or Toby. I'll be 20 in February, in my second year at university.

For years I have felt that my looks, my appearance, do not reflect who I am. A couple of years ago I got the courage to express this little by little. The main solution was the process of chest binding, which made me incredibly happy, until it slowly started to deteriorate my spine. This was compounded by my neglect of concealment. I couldn't count on my parents' support in this area, because it was my fault for always wanting to be so 'different'. They are right if being different means that I want to express my true self.

Over the summer I found that my mental state had reached a drastic low compared to myself, as I had been thinking in my head for years that if I didn't start the process it would be too late and it would all be for nothing, as I would never be a "real boy", I would never experience growing up as a boy.

My goal with this fundraiser would be to pay for a full mastectomy. If the country is going to be so anti-everything, I'd like to take my chance while I have it.

Thank you to everyone who reads my message and my eternal gratitude to those who support me.

Hi.

Toby