Hello everyone.

I feel sad that I have to reach out for help like this as I know there are worse struggles people have to go through but I am desperate.

I'm 32 years old and I struggle with finances to pay rent and live a normal life. For 15 years I thought I could not get pregnant so I stopped dreaming of becoming a mom one day. But recently I found out I am 3 months pregnant with twins. To think I will become a mom of two babies was an incredible dream come true for me. Sadly I lost baby B but still have baby A in my tummy and she's very strong ❤️

I will lose my job after I give birth and I rent a house which is old and has mould on the walls. I would love to get the house atleast in a health state to live in and have everything ready for when she comes to this world and I feel horrible that I can't give her what she needs. That is why I am reaching out for help, if there are kind people out there that can help me get back on my feet to not stress over everyday and actually enjoy my pregnancy and then enjoy the birth of my baby girl. I just need a kick start as a mom for her for the first months or even year so my rent can be atleast covered and all the baby things she needs.

I would have never thought I would be reaching out asking for help but I am on my knees everyday crying and begging for some help to make this easier for me.

If there is anybody out there that can lend me any little penny, I will be grateful forever ❤️