I am 62 years old. I am a physiotherapist by profession. Unfortunately, I fell ill with Parkinson's and oncological disease of the spinal cord "the hard shell of the spinal cord and the brain collapses and cerebrospinal fluid leaks (this is the fluid that protects the brain). I underwent deep brain surgery now I have implants in both hemispheres of my brain, I live on batteries like a robot, but this autoimmune disease is destroying me.I see and understand that I am dying slowly, it says here like a candle, my legs are drying up, I am currently in a wheelchair while moving around all week with some particularly such spots and now I understand that this is Due to the autoimmune disease, my hemoglobin is dropping, even though it is currently around 90. If you ask me, this is not life, but suffering. I wish I could close my eyes right now and be gone, so that no one around me could hear me.I am remembered only for good, the only thing that stops me is that I am a Christian and I know that God does not accept suicides. In Bulgaria there is a saying: you live by force, but you do not die by force. In Turkey there is a clinic a specialized clinic only for cancer patients of all types of diseases and for many cured people, I sent my documents, I spoke with the doctor, but I have no opportunity, nor does my family, to take over huge expenses, and they give me over 75% guarantee that I will pass and return to Bulgaria walking, but...,. alas. why am I turning to you, dear people, to understand me correctly, to lend me a hand and together to Let's aim for the golden peak - "Victory over cancer" so that it can stop developing and wither away. I'm not greedy for life, but I want to live at least a little longer so that it can remember me a little.my grandson who is currently 4 years old and will graduate on September 6th, I don't tremble every day because I see the fear in the professor's eyes, every time he visits me he repeats the same thing:" Do everything by the book from now on, live every day as if it were your last and pray to your God to make the miracle happen" and we wonder or that it's almost been a year since he did The last spinal surgery and despite the pain, the sorrow, the weight, I am still alive and I am happy like a little child..I asked him when I would be able to sit up and he told me never and I started crying, why professor? Because we cut off the tail completely and that's why you're in this condition now I told you I'm all surrounded by pillows so I can sit on the bed and I so wish I could stand up for a walk, sit up like a normal person, eat, and use the bathroom by myself, but alas I appreciated this gift of God very late. In Bulgaria, people are not like that, a person of 62 years old should already be a traveler for prepared R.To the Lord. Lift up your hands and, God's merciful is my life and the decision is yours. Alive and healthy blessing love each other and be loved God let me tell you your families friends close relatives all who love you and you love them. Бог да ви пази!

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P.S.I beg you to excuse me and forgive me for the spelling mistakes. I told you how I am or I can write. I speak into the microphone and it records, but I also speak to it so it is stable, so there is So many spelling mistakes, I apologize once again! If you allow me, I will tell you only one thing: "Smile as much as possible, because a day without a smile is a wasted day!"